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Started by Elven Doritos, April 17, 2006, 12:50:48 AM

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Elven Doritos

Alas, 78 days is far too short to spend among such excellent and admirable world-builders. I don't have of you half as well as I should like; and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve.

I must be going now.




I've enjoyed my time with this community, I really have. There were ups and downs (mostly the former, thankfully, not the latter), and I appreciate all the feedback I've been getting on my ongoing projects.

My focus has been split. I haven't been developing my projects at all, I've been padding them.

I have nothing planned for the Play by Post thread. I apologize to my players for leading them on, and I sincerely apologize for the untimely collapse that will follow.

I currently have plans to lock all of my active threads for feedback, primarily because I am no longer going to be reading these forums for it. If you have anything you would like to say to me about my work, I reccommend contacting me through any of the channels available through my profile or my website.

Some of you may be confused by my sudden disappearance, and some may be angry. Most of you will likely not care one way or the other.

The truth is, I haven't truly been here for a while, at least not in spirit. I've been mindlessly refreshing the main page and clicking on links, only to click off and repeat the cycle. I haven't contributed to someone else's work, and I've merely been toting my own productions and not accepting criticisms. My presence has been and continues to be a hinderance on the atmosphere that the boards are attempting to acheive.

There isn't any persuading me on this matter; my mind is set.

~Elven Doritos
Sincerely Regretful
Oh, how we danced and we swallowed the night
For it was all ripe for dreaming
Oh, how we danced away all of the lights
We've always been out of our minds
-Tom Waits, Rain Dogs

Xathan

I'm truely sorry to read this. I didn't know you very well personally: All I knew of you, I knew of through your reputation and your work.

Your reputation spoke admirably of you, as a creative and talented individual who was easygoing and fun to communicate with. As for your work...your work spoke surpassingly of you. Just earlier today, I was reading your space setting, and found myself thinking: "here's someone doing something I tried two years ago, and is pulling it off far better than I could have imagined doing so."

I think the CBG as a whole takes a great blow tonight. Not only do we loose a valued and talented member, we are loosing one of the pillars of the community, one of the greats. I do not think your presence is a hinderance by any means: quite the contrary, i thinkit is a boon.

I wish you would not do anything so permanent. I wish I could persuade you otherwise. I cannot do so: as you said, your mind is set. That being the case, I wish you the best in whatever endevors you undertake in the future, and should your mind ever change, I hope your fingers will lead you back to us.

-Xathan
AnIndex of My Work

Quote from: Sparkletwist
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Modern System Reference Doument Copyright 2002, Wizards of the Coast, Inc.; Authors Bill Slavicsek, Jeff Grubb, Rich Redman, Charles Ryan, based on material by Jonathan Tweet, Monte Cook, Richard Baker, Peter Adkison, Bruce R. Cordell, John Tynes, Andy Collins, and JD Walker.

Unearthed Arcana Copyright 2004, Wizards of the Coast, Inc.; Andy Collins, Jesse Decker, David Noonan, Rich Redman.

Mutants and Masterminds Second Edition Copyright 2005, Green Ronin Publishing; Steve Kenson
Fate (Fantastic Adventures in Tabletop Entertainment) Copyright 2003 by Evil Hat Productions, LLC. Authors Robert Donoghue and Fred Hicks.
Spirit of the Century Copyright 2006 by Evil Hat Productions, LLC. Authors Robert Donoghue, Fred Hicks, and Leonard Balsera
Xathan's forum posts at http://www.thecbg.org Copyright 2006-2011, J.A. Raizman.
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Wix of Bel-Air

Sometimes, when I'm bored, I look out into the world. I look at my T.V. (which is usually on) and realize I'm not doing anything contributitive.

Sometimes, things feel hopeless. I won't go into too personally but I'll tell you that I was on the verge of committing a 'kind' of suicide. A mental suicide if you will. I almost decided that I wanted to never contribute or try at anything and live out a normal life.

I'm not even sure if you feel like this, but what I gather from the post, this is probably what you are feeling. It hurts to know that sometimes you can't do anything at all. Over the last year, I've been in a lull. I couldn't go do things I could normally do because I had no passion or drive to do them. When I finally realized that I couldn't help every person I meet and I can't help myself sometimes.

Just don't give into this sort of depression. Keep going, and although it may not seem like you are going anywhere, go the distance anyway. You'll be surprised where you end up.

Just don't give up on this anti-normal life. Keep going.

\\

I'm glad you were here and you're presence will be well missed.

Seriosuly,
Wixman (Joshua)
Eats brains here! Ugh!
That is not dead which can eternal lie,
And with strange aeons even death may die.

[spoiler=Cthulhu]"To obtain a deep, restful, and fulfilling sleep, you must first submerge yourself in your cyclopean city of hideous non-Euclidean geometries beneath the sea, and then let your body die. But don't worry! As long as you continue to emanate enough evil thought-energy to influence and control your many worshippers throughout the untold eons, they will resurrect you when the time comes. I guarantee it!" [/spoiler]
[spoiler=Wash]
Yes. Yes, this is a fertile land, and we will thrive."

(as Stegosaurus) "We will rule over all this land, and we will call it... 'This Land'."

(as T-Rex) "I think we should call it...your grave!"

(Stegosaurus) "Ah, curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!"

(T-Rex) "Ha ha HA! Mine is an evil laugh...now die!"
[/spoiler]
[spoiler=Stanza 11]
No! penury, inertness and grimace,
In some strange sort, were the land's portion. "See
Or shut your eyes," said Nature peevishly,
"It nothing skills: I cannot help my case:
'Tis the Last Judgment's fire must cure this place,
Calcine its clods and set my prisoners free."
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Numinous

It'll be my honor to continue in a vain attempt to live up to your legacy...  I wish you luck in whatever you do man...

                          May the dice roll in your favor,
                                                 Critical (threat)

EDIT: In loving memory of a hero from a past age, I salute you
 :rambo:  :rambo:  :rambo:  :rambo:  :rambo:
Previously: Natural 20, Critical Threat, Rose of Montague
- Currently working on: The Smoking Hills - A bottom-up, seat-of-my-pants, fairy tale adventure!

Ishmayl-Retired

I'm sorry to hear this ElDo.  I hope that it's not a permanent thing, and please PM me and let me know if there's anything I can do.
!turtle Ishmayl, Overlord of the CBG

- Proud Recipient of the Kishar Badge
- Proud Wearer of the \"Help Eldo Set up a Glossary\" Badge
- Proud Bearer of the Badge of the Jade Stage
- Part of the WikiCrew, striving to make the CBG Wiki the best wiki in the WORLD

For finite types, like human beings, getting the mind around the concept of infinity is tough going.  Apparently, the same is true for cows.

Xeviat

I'll do my part to ensure the community stays here for you when you get back. We'll miss you.
Endless Horizons: Action and adventure set in a grand world ripe for exploration.

Proud recipient of the Silver Tortoise Award for extra Krunchyness.

Soup Nazi

Actually I understand when things like this happen. I used to be a big time MTG fan, and a regular poster at various boards such as the Manadrain and Starcitygames. After a while I felt like the game was getting a little dry, and while I had many friends on the boards, I felt like I was just dead weight, because my actual contributions were few and far between.

I continued to occasionally post on theory, critique various deck builds, and my understanding of the mechanical fundimentals remained sound, but I sold my collection, and hardly ever played anymore.

Most of my posts (in the last few months I was still actively involved in the MTG world) were rehashes of things I had already said a dozen times before, or general community based comments like contratulations, birthday wishes, and random thoughts on unrelated topics.

If this is where Doritos finds himself, I completely understand. When you once again find that you have the time, motivation, and inclination to contribute in a way that lives up to your own standards, come on back and post again. Just keep in mind that as a community we welcome your contributions (in any form), and you should still at least stop by from time to time, to say hi, and let us know what's going on.

I'm sure you'll be back, D&D players never really quit, and you can expect a warm welcome whenever you choose to return.

-Nasty-
The spoon is mightier than the sword


Túrin

I think Xathan worded it well. This is a sad day for the CBG, to see one of its earliest and most active members go.

Fare thee well!
Túrin
Proud owner of a Golden Dorito Award
My setting Orden's Mysteries is no longer being updated


"Then shall the last battle be gathered on the fields of Valinor. In that day Tulkas shall strive with Melko, and on his right shall stand Fionwe and on his left Turin Turambar, son of Hurin, Conqueror of Fate; and it shall be the black sword of Turin that deals unto Melko his death and final end; and so shall the Children of Hurin and all men be avenged." - J.R.R. Tolkien, The Shaping of Middle-Earth


Senkennomei

I already said my 'good-byes' and 'farewells', so I'll keep this short and sweet:

Gonna miss you, man.
"If anything in this life is certain, if history has taught us anything, it is that you can kill anyone." - Michael Corleone
My Gallery

CYMRO


Captain Obvious

So long ElDo, you will be missed. :itsok:


Come back anytime
 
(d&d players never really quit)
[spoiler=My Campaign Settings]
The Age of Kings: My main CS(Comments and Criticism welcomed)
Shadows of the Last Alliance: My PbP game\'s CS (Not much written here yet)
...As it is in Heaven: My newer CS (currently mostly just brainstorming)
Vorsatz: my newest setting.[/spoiler]
[spoiler=Quotes]
\"We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, leaving only the memory of smoke and the presumption that once our eyes watered.\" -Samuel Beckett
\"Who am I lady? I\'m your worst nightmare. A pumpkin with a gun!\" -Merv Pumpkinhead
\"This whole Case is like a chocolate jigsaw puzzle: It\'s messy, it sticks to your fingers and you don\'t know whether to fit the peices together or just take a big bite.\" - Jack Leaderboard
"Pig's lips meet my lips,
Pig's Stomach meets my stomach,
A meeting of meats."
- Anonnymous hotdog haiku.[/spoiler]
My Unitarian Jihad Name is Brother Boot Knife of Forgiveness.
Instigator of the Weirdo Invasion! :weirdo:

!turtle Are you a member of the turtle club? You bet your boots I am!

CYMRO


Elven Doritos

I'm back, to a degree. My involvement won't be regular and I'll mostly be concerned with RV: Project 1301.

~Elven Doritos
Master Chief
Oh, how we danced and we swallowed the night
For it was all ripe for dreaming
Oh, how we danced away all of the lights
We've always been out of our minds
-Tom Waits, Rain Dogs

Xathan

Still, a litle ElDo is better than no ElDo. Glad to have you quasi-back. :)
AnIndex of My Work

Quote from: Sparkletwist
It's llitul and the brain, llitul and the brain, one is a genius and the other's insane
Proud Receiver of a Golden Dorito
[spoiler=SRD AND OGC AND LEGAL JUNK]UNLESS OTHERWISE NOTED IN THE POST, NONE OF THE ABOVE CONTENT IS CONSIDERED OGC, EXCEPT FOR MATERIALS ALREADY MADE OGC BY PRIOR PUBLISHERS
Appendix I: Open Game License Version 1.0a
The following text is the property of Wizards of the Coast, Inc. and is Copyright 2000 Wizards of the Coast, Inc ("Wizards"). All Rights Reserved.
1. Definitions: (a)"Contributors" means the copyright and/or trademark owners who have contributed Open Game Content; (b)"Derivative Material" means copyrighted material including derivative works and translations (including into other computer languages), potation, modification, correction, addition, extension, upgrade, improvement, compilation, abridgment or other form in which an existing work may be recast, transformed or adapted; (c) "Distribute" means to reproduce, license, rent, lease, sell, broadcast, publicly display, transmit or otherwise distribute; (d)"Open Game Content" means the game mechanic and includes the methods, procedures, processes and routines to the extent such content does not embody the Product Identity and is an enhancement over the prior art and any additional content clearly identified as Open Game Content by the Contributor, and means any work covered by this License, including translations and derivative works under copyright law, but specifically excludes Product Identity. (e) "Product Identity" means product and product line names, logos and identifying marks including trade dress; artifacts; creatures characters; stories, storylines, plots, thematic elements, dialogue, incidents, language, artwork, symbols, designs, depictions, likenesses, formats, poses, concepts, themes and graphic, photographic and other visual or audio representations; names and descriptions of characters, spells, enchantments, personalities, teams, personas, likenesses and special abilities; places, locations, environments, creatures, equipment, magical or supernatural abilities or effects, logos, symbols, or graphic designs; and any other trademark or registered trademark clearly identified as Product identity by the owner of the Product Identity, and which specifically excludes the Open Game Content; (f) "Trademark" means the logos, names, mark, sign, motto, designs that are used by a Contributor to identify itself or its products or the associated products contributed to the Open Game License by the Contributor (g) "Use", "Used" or "Using" means to use, Distribute, copy, edit, format, modify, translate and otherwise create Derivative Material of Open Game Content. (h) "You" or "Your" means the licensee in terms of this agreement.
2. The License: This License applies to any Open Game Content that contains a notice indicating that the Open Game Content may only be Used under and in terms of this License. You must affix such a notice to any Open Game Content that you Use. No terms may be added to or subtracted from this License except as described by the License itself. No other terms or conditions may be applied to any Open Game Content distributed using this License.
3. Offer and Acceptance: By Using the Open Game Content You indicate Your acceptance of the terms of this License.
4. Grant and Consideration: In consideration for agreeing to use this License, the Contributors grant You a perpetual, worldwide, royalty-free, non-exclusive license with the exact terms of this License to Use, the Open Game Content.
5. Representation of Authority to Contribute: If You are contributing original material as Open Game Content, You represent that Your Contributions are Your original creation and/or You have sufficient rights to grant the rights conveyed by this License.
6. Notice of License Copyright: You must update the COPYRIGHT NOTICE portion of this License to include the exact text of the COPYRIGHT NOTICE of any Open Game Content You are copying, modifying or distributing, and You must add the title, the copyright date, and the copyright holder's name to the COPYRIGHT NOTICE of any original Open Game Content you Distribute.
7. Use of Product Identity: You agree not to Use any Product Identity, including as an indication as to compatibility, except as expressly licensed in another, independent Agreement with the owner of each element of that Product Identity. You agree not to indicate compatibility or co-adaptability with any Trademark or Registered Trademark in conjunction with a work containing Open Game Content except as expressly licensed in another, independent Agreement with the owner of such Trademark or Registered Trademark. The use of any Product Identity in Open Game Content does not constitute a challenge to the ownership of that Product Identity. The owner of any Product Identity used in Open Game Content shall retain all rights, title and interest in and to that Product Identity.
8. Identification: If you distribute Open Game Content You must clearly indicate which portions of the work that you are distributing are Open Game Content.
9. Updating the License: Wizards or its designated Agents may publish updated versions of this License. You may use any authorized version of this License to copy, modify and distribute any Open Game Content originally distributed under any version of this License.
10 Copy of this License: You MUST include a copy of this License with every copy of the Open Game Content You Distribute.
11. Use of Contributor Credits: You may not market or advertise the Open Game Content using the name of any Contributor unless You have written permission from the Contributor to do so.
12 Inability to Comply: If it is impossible for You to comply with any of the terms of this License with respect to some or all of the Open Game Content due to statute, judicial order, or governmental regulation then You may not Use any Open Game Material so affected.
13 Termination: This License will terminate automatically if You fail to comply with all terms herein and fail to cure such breach within 30 days of becoming aware of the breach. All sublicenses shall survive the termination of this License.
14 Reformation: If any provision of this License is held to be unenforceable, such provision shall be reformed only to the extent necessary to make it enforceable.
15 COPYRIGHT NOTICE
Open Game License v 1.0 Copyright 2000, Wizards of the Coast, Inc.
Fudge 10th Anniversary Edition Copyright 2005, Grey Ghost Press, Inc.; Authors Steffan O'Sullivan and Ann Dupuis, with additional material by Jonathan Benn, Peter Bonney, Deird'Re Brooks, Reimer Behrends, Don Bisdorf, Carl Cravens, Shawn Garbett, Steven Hammond, Ed Heil, Bernard Hsiung, J.M. "Thijs" Krijger, Sedge Lewis, Shawn Lockard, Gordon McCormick, Kent Matthewson, Peter Mikelsons, Robb Neumann, Anthony Roberson, Andy Skinner, William Stoddard, Stephan Szabo, John Ughrin, Alex Weldon, Duke York, Dmitri Zagidulin
System Reference Document Copyright 2000-2003, Wizards of the Coast, Inc.; Authors Jonathan Tweet, Monte Cook, Skip Williams, Rich Baker, Andy Collins, David Noonan, Rich Redman, Bruce R. Cordell, based on original material by E. Gary Gygax and Dave Arneson.

Modern System Reference Doument Copyright 2002, Wizards of the Coast, Inc.; Authors Bill Slavicsek, Jeff Grubb, Rich Redman, Charles Ryan, based on material by Jonathan Tweet, Monte Cook, Richard Baker, Peter Adkison, Bruce R. Cordell, John Tynes, Andy Collins, and JD Walker.

Unearthed Arcana Copyright 2004, Wizards of the Coast, Inc.; Andy Collins, Jesse Decker, David Noonan, Rich Redman.

Mutants and Masterminds Second Edition Copyright 2005, Green Ronin Publishing; Steve Kenson
Fate (Fantastic Adventures in Tabletop Entertainment) Copyright 2003 by Evil Hat Productions, LLC. Authors Robert Donoghue and Fred Hicks.
Spirit of the Century Copyright 2006 by Evil Hat Productions, LLC. Authors Robert Donoghue, Fred Hicks, and Leonard Balsera
Xathan's forum posts at http://www.thecbg.org Copyright 2006-2011, J.A. Raizman.
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